here I am

 HKL

7:20 pagi-24/7/2023

this is a heart tought

before a day

i am 33rd year old

here I am

at this young age

im here

every time date set

and time set

to come here

i see many people

different race

different pain

different age

difference difficulty 

different unit

come with one hope ☝🏻 

to recover

and happily ever after

from any diseases 

maybe some of them

recover

and happy

or some of others

cant survive  

choose to end up life

or some of others

continuously  

medically or treatment support

here i am

pretend like i am alright 

but inside me,im not

i am trying

to express 

but i am failed

its too complicated 

very complex

i try to simplify

i feel like im stupid

right now,

i just follow the flow

with hope i will be alright 

soon i will recover 

at last i can live this life

happily